hi Lisa!
i don't have any experience with that sort of situation, but i'm thinking distractions might help some. do you try to watch tv, read or listen to music while running? anything to get your mind off of the task at hand? i have heard that a great music playlist, upbeat and fun stuff, makes a world of difference for joggers. maybe start at a fast walk with some bumpin tunes?? then if it seems to be going okay, up the speed some more? like wean yourself into a jog while being distracted! a really good book might very well do the trick, too. they have an uncanny way of taking your mind somewhere else completely, and to me it sounds like your issue may be, at least partially, "in your head," so to speak, ya know??
just a thought. good luck, sista!
Hi Lisa! I hear what you are saying on the breathing! It is hard to get that in check when you are running. I suggest that you try intervals to start out- walk at a brisk pace for 2 minutes and then jog/run for 30 secs. Do short intervals like that and then you can increase your jog/run as you go along. That might be better than trying to run all out and getting discouraged! Good luck!